In between

Keep asking questions
Keep wanting answers
Why do I ask?
Why do I answer?

Keep looking ahead
Turning around,
as I search for answers
Where am I heading?
Where do I come from?

Keep shifitng
The one or the other
The past,
or the present
What about now?

Now,
no need for answers,
nor questions.

Drop for space

Inside is anger of what is right,

wont give in but I would like to let go.

Just like that.

Questions

What do I want?
Reaching for the sky to elevate me,
searching for the ground to hold me back.

What is wanting?
Trying not to chose the one or the other,
yet striving to make a decision.

What is knowing?
Looking for answers to understand,
yet wishing to let go of the mind.

While having a coffee with a typical snack from the island...

I feel dark blue

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to feel

He's staring at me

He's waiting for an answer

No words, only tears and silence and an inner voice..

run away, don't feel the pain

What to do, what to say

It's dark

It needs healing

let it come

let it out

Maybe words, maybe silence and an inner voice...

Only here and now

Gone

I carry a sorrow.
Im sorry that you will never see,
all that is me.
Im sorry that we will never be,
more than a faded memory.

Clouded

Its clouded,
grey.
All I can see is mountaintops.

No solid foundation,
its hidden in the fog.

Standing on the ground,
afraid of climbing.

There is no sight,
unable to trust the Unknown.

Still on the ground,
easier to hide in the Shadows.