The gap

Forcing,
searching
reaching within

Escaping,
alleviating,
running away

Searching for something better
Running from something worse

Deasperatly,
craving to be,
someone else

Frenetically,
distracting,
avoiding myself

Searching for something better
Running from something worse

Carefully,
manipulating,
staging my presence

Worrying,
afraid to let go,
yet longing to be

Searching for something better
Running from something worse

I am somewhere in between